Post X-Mas Randomness

Have you ever signed onto messenger scrolled through your list and asked to yourself "who the f*ck are these people?" I have. I'm going to start asking people who they are and what they did to get on my list.

Yo, everytime....everytime!!! I hear the breakdown in "Poison" I want to break into a running man....no lie.

Ending another year, and about to start another, I feel like I haven't accomplished much. I'm really trying not to become that old bitter dude.

I'm deathly afraid of losing another friend to suicide before the year is out.

There's nothing like seeing with your own eyes, proof that the brother you looked up to is an alcoholic, and feeling totally powerless to help him.

What would I do if I didn't have true friends. Even if some of us don't talk anymore I'm totally thankful for all the kind words/wisdom/telling offs/arguments....it's making me a better person.

I don't think you're ever too old to have a crush. I wonder who's crushing on me.

I need somebody to be my nose when I go cologne shopping in the near future, any volunteers?

I'm Just Not Feeling Christmas-y Right Now

While I'm not exactly bah humbugging it up, it's just my heart isn't totally into the season. Not yet at least. Quick! Someone pass me the alcoholic egg nog before it's too late!


It's difficult to fully detatch yourself from this time of year when you involved with kids. Christmas is like the Super Bowl of holidays. I remember those sleepless eves, and waking up that morning looking for a Nintendo under the tree. Two weeks off from school to play Zelda all day.

Being a grown up sucks sometimes.

I came out of my dentist appointment unscathed, but with a little more work to be done. I am thankful for painkillers and dental insurance (I almost pissed myself when I saw what I would pay if I didn't have insurance.)

I'm going to try and be more consistent in blogging. More open too. I know you guys are tired of random ramblings and you hope I trip and bust my head open on a soapbox.

Kingdom Come = Disappointing.