Sometimes...

A whole bunch of words, cliches and other phrases aren't needed to make a point.

It sometimes only takes a word or two, or even just a small gesture to make a powerful statement.

Magic...

Makes me believe there's a Santa Claus.

Yea...seriously.



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For De Free!

Happy Friday everyone.

Just wanted to drop this quick entry before I forgot. It's a free mixtape by one of my favorite producers Khrysis. Mixed by DJ Rhettmatic. Enjoy.

Khrysis on the Boards with the Heat Vol. 2

Going to Waste

Why didn't someone warn me growing up that when I became an adult I would permanently have to put my dreams and desires on an ever growing ever present back burner?

Love is On My Mind

No this isn't going to be an entry about how I've been knocked on my ass by some new P.Y.T. that I met out and about. Truth be told, love is always something I ponder on once and again regularly. I just feel like blogging about it today, well because I can that's why.

I don't want to fall in love ever again. Now before you get the torches and pitchforks out let me explain. Falling in love sounds like something you might have to escape from eventually, or that it's unexpected and took you by surprise. Like you don't even have a choice as to who you become smitten with. Having been married once before, I refuse to let a person have that much power over me. Instead of love being used to build a stronger foundation, it was used to manipulate and tear me down. The damage was done, but the renovations that were necessary are awesome (you'll see.)

I always did my best to not walk around bitter. Maybe I wasn't, or I was just in denial. Fuck it I was bitter. I was lied to, stolen from and plain out used. It wears on you and I felt like I couldn't trust anyone anymore. Sure I was broken, but I didn't want to be all emo about it.



I'm ready to end this chapter and start fresh. New beginnings, new ideas from a new stronger mind and spirit. I've taken the event of the past years and learned from them instead of letting them leave me sullen and hopeless.

29 is still pretty damn young, I'm going to enjoy myself and let the ball bounce where it may. Who knows maybe you'll get lucky....I'm a catch dammit.

Maybe the next entry will be about videogames or some shit....I don't know.

I'm Drawing A Blank

I can think of a billion and one things I want/need to speak on and just as soon as I sit in front of my laptop...nothing...nothing...nothing. This is weak I tell you. Anyway I'm going to try and make it work for all three of you that read this.

The older I get, the less the holidays mean to me. No means am I Scroogin' it up out there, but it's like the magic is gone. Nigga I got bills and tis the season to be working so I have lights in the house. Maybe past Xmases experiences add to my visions of "meh" dancing around in my head. I know it will change once kids come into play. Now I'm just not feeling it.

Year in and year out you take December to remind and to reflect. To wonder why another year has passed and you feel like you haven't accomplished anything. Oh....that's just me? My bad. I have a terrible habit of giving my mistakes and failures too much say, instead of letting my successes motivate me. Me being too cautious has caused me to miss a lot of opportunities and it bound me to unhappiness and fear. Fuckalladat for real.

That's all I got for now....

It's About Nothing

This entry that is. It's kind of one of those impulse things, wing it for a spell.